Sigh

Feeling mellow and down this week. Lotsa things happened especially today. Im not happy having to restrict my own sound today at jamming. Something is missing other then the first jam i had with my new effects.

This is not healthy yea... and there are some other issues. Im starting to doubt myself whether is it worth to do so much in the first place... is it worth it?

I don't know what will happened to me if my dreams just died...This constant fear has been haunting me frome time to time. Probably will be damn lost and get on with life everyday just by eating and sleeping till time's up.

Time has come and we really need to be awake. I need to feel alive and we don't have much time left.

Regards,
Yoh